But I can hardly tell. Same old Same old it feels like. I probably won't be singing the same tune tomorrow but for now it feels like another day. My resolution this year is simple.
I want to figure out what I should be doing.
It's a simple resolution but a tough one to accomplish. If I ever figure it out I think this should be the year to get it done. I've been on a pretty tough path for awhile now. The funny part is that I don't know if it's getting me where I want to go. I'm at a lost as to what I want to be when I grow up and everyone else in this crazy world/school I go to called Polytechnic University seems to have a roadmap drawn up and stapled underneath their eyelids. Or atleast that's how it feels. I just want to find my purpose this year is all. IS ALL? Like it's some meager feat. This a tough one I swear. And to you guys who believe me. Adios folks!
But there is so much more I want to say tonight. 2006 is leaving so I have to pay my respects. It's been a tumultous year for all. This year I've gained wealth in my relationships as well as in my constant quest for skill. In the relationships department I've gained a plethora of close friends and a couple in particular that I'd like to grow old with. Good friends are hard to find. Learned that in high school. I also said something about skill and let me tell you this is where I spent most of my time. Poker and Pool, Ping Pong to cool off from those or to warm up to everything else. I've been trying to come to terms with certain things. For starters, I'm pretty good at both Poker and Pool but I'm not near where I want to be at. But I've gotten better and things are always looking up int those departments. I'm considering playing some serious poker so that I can afford a freaking cue that won't break... but I'm keeping my fingers crossed on that one. I've been saying this for awhile though that I would stop messing around and show the fish that they are just that. I've been trying to play my best but sometimes people don't play serious and that inturn of course messes me up. So I lose on occassion and I know it's my fault but I don't know why. But enough about me... what about you guys?
